doo doo head

cool.

Wed, 02 May 2007 19:04:35 GMT

I got mugged last night. it was pretty fucking awesome...wooo eeee losing a your credit card, debit card, $30 in cash, your $300 camera, your u pass, your license, your school id, the keys to your car, and the key to your apartment is pretty dope, i feel like a million bucks.

mother.
fucking.
mavres.

YES YES YES

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:08:18 GMT

i am in a much better mood/ state of mind.

I love you. more then you know :)

so yes, i think i am returning to columbia? i know.. its too expensive.. but eh i like it here?

HEY YOU, WITH THE HOOK NOSE AND LONG BROWN NAPPY HAIR... you are a BITCH!

haha.. yeah i still have some anger.. well not anymore.. what a great way to get this shit off of my chest! yay!

here is a picture i made!
i hope you enjoy it.!

-niki

silence grows like a cancer

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 15:55:45 GMT

so i dont mind the rain. It's the snow i could really do with out. No blowing bubbles for me, i think my roommate might kill me if i opened up the window. I guess ill just have to throw the hover disc, john-o and i bought on monday, around the room. It is actually quite entertaining believe it or not. i dont really know what the purpose for this post is... i guess im just tired and bored.

...school and work scheduling conflicts suck....i love you.

tatafornow
-niki

hrm.

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 07:01:03 GMT

i may be returning to columbia? i dont know. this is stressful. i think i need to blow more bubbles out the window... this sounds like an excellent tomorrow afternoon.

answer your phone? maybe?

...am i asking to much from you?
i feel like i am...

what happened to fun in the sun (..er freezing cold winter) ?

i love you, even though i've been weird lately.. promise.

-niki

edit: 2:08 is it necessary for me to always feel inadequate? i often wonder this...

p.s. exfoliant tingles

snoring

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 19:56:31 GMT

about blowing bubbles out the window:
so today i was thinking (while i was blowing bubbles out my window) why do so many of the cities sounds lend to that of the ocean... most obviously the seagulls.. but they are due to the lake... but the sound of traffic sounds like waves crashing sometimes... and once in a while the tug of a dump truck sounds like a steam boat. i dunno.. just an observation. also t.v. static reminds me of how bacon sounds when it is frying (just an added tid bit.)

oh the things i notice when blowing bubbles out the window..(i got them in my easter basket from my grandma.)

I do have to mention that i am sheerly disappointed in myself for forgetting the easter basket ryan's parents made me, at his house.. i could really use some chocolate right now.

anyhow.. im a horrible person today.. and i am skipping math.. oh.damn. i really want Chicago carry out.. but i cant have that til ry is done with his audio class.

about leaving columbia:
not to sad to be leaving columbia.. as much as the city, and the home i've made here. I really like my apartment at 2 E. 8th.. the south loop is fantastic.. however i could use a different roommate. I am sad that i wont be able to walk to the lake whenever i want ( i like doing it when it is cold sometimes... i dunno it's weird, but i find it relaxing.) I am also sad that i wont have a U pass (or public trans. for that matter). I am afraid he might see her to much, and me not enough.. and miss her while forgetting about me. I'm nervous that im letting financial issues get in the way of my happiness. Above all i am going to miss my shelster and my jon-o more than anything.

oh chicago.. how this semester has been so bitter-yet-sweet.

-niki

mmm hrm

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:24:16 GMT

so i haven't done the live journal thing for awhile.. but i figure ay what the hell it's good way to get things off the chest? eh? EH!

you are stupid.
stop looking at us.
as if we've done something wrong.
maybe if you weren't a psycho.
he would have dated you.
eat some more pills bitch.
you make me so angry.
go away!

yes.. i know a pretty angry first entry.. but i have a strong distaste for "her" stupid bitch.

that is all.

-niki